I felt numb when you broke the news.
I tried to cry, but the tear was just so fake.
I tried to scream, but I lost my voice.
My daily routings keep on going.
I went to meet up with Carly, I went to see Emma, I went to Trattoria, then I got home.
I still laugh, I still smile, I still hug friends, nothing really changed.
I know I should be sad, but I'm not as sad as I thought I would.
I know I should be depressed and shot down, but I'm still out there socializing.
Emma is the closest person I could find in this town, on this land. She's a family to me.
I feel guilty when I told her or my close friends about the news.
They told me they are so sorry about my lost, but... I am just too numb I can't even feel how I actually feel about the whole thing. I guess I need time to actually receiving the message in my head, in my heart.
I special ordered a ring.
It's going to be silver with dark fresh water pearl on it. It will be gorgeous, I really can't wait to see it.
I asked them to put words inside the band.
It will be "1921-2008"
It's for you.
It's for me to celebrate your life, and remembering you.
外婆, Rest in Peace. I love you and I miss you.
30 November, 2008
22 November, 2008
15 November, 2008
Prop 8
It is sad, very sad, that they passed prop 8 in CA. It's not effecting my personal life but it is weird to see how the society shaping so weirdly.
The tradition of US from my understanding, and from Jon Stewart's mouth, it's about equal rights.
The idea of marriage from my understanding is based on two people who are deeply in love.
I guess I was wrong. Tradition actually means word by word from the Holy Bible. Marriage is... just a game.
Apparently in our society, we accept people cheating on each other and getting a divorce, which, fyi, the divorce rate is about 50%, but we can't accept marriage that's not based on men and women. Since divorce won't leave any darkness in kids' heart but gay marriage will destroy their value...
Apparently it's okay to break the Ten Commandments, but it's not okay to break one line in that Holy Bible. Since... I didn't break all of them and gays... the broke the whole line...
It's okay for sinners to take away the basic legal rights from other sinners. Because of... one sinned more after they get married while the others sinned... way before then even think about getting married...
hmm... totally make sense now... FAILED!
It's sad to learn from my dear friend that even if he found a perfect guy out there, he won't be able to form a normal family with him like how I have the chance. It is just sad.
Updates (3 Dec., '08)
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14 November, 2008
06 November, 2008
Democracy or Capitalist Corporation
"China's government has urged America's new president-elect, Barack Obama, to oppose independence for Taiwan." -BBC
Democracy or Capitalist Corporation, which one would Obama choose?
Guillermo said US supports democracy; so does France, I assume. They compromised freedom for the benefits they could get from trading with China. Would Obama trade freedom for a country that no one really cares (we only have 23 allies, who really cares about R.O.C.?)
A good friend of mine once said, "Taiwan... it's just not really an important issue." China, Taiwan; one China... I don't think a lot of people cares, I don't think a lot of people sees, I don't think a lot of people knows. Complicated, that's they only word people know how to describe; complicated, that's the only word I know how to make a long story short.
Democracy or Capitalist Corporation, which one would be the brilliant Obama's choice?
Democracy or Capitalist Corporation, which one would Obama choose?
Guillermo said US supports democracy; so does France, I assume. They compromised freedom for the benefits they could get from trading with China. Would Obama trade freedom for a country that no one really cares (we only have 23 allies, who really cares about R.O.C.?)
A good friend of mine once said, "Taiwan... it's just not really an important issue." China, Taiwan; one China... I don't think a lot of people cares, I don't think a lot of people sees, I don't think a lot of people knows. Complicated, that's they only word people know how to describe; complicated, that's the only word I know how to make a long story short.
Democracy or Capitalist Corporation, which one would be the brilliant Obama's choice?
04 November, 2008
Obama Won
I was lucky enough to hang out at the Obama headquarter with friends and witnessing this historical moment. My heart was full of joy and my soul prays the righteous Lord.
This is the day when Dr. Martin Luther King's dream is so much closer, this is the day that people decide to change, this is the day that American dreams show.
Congratulate to the next President of the United States, may God watch your every steps.
This is the day when Dr. Martin Luther King's dream is so much closer, this is the day that people decide to change, this is the day that American dreams show.
Congratulate to the next President of the United States, may God watch your every steps.
03 November, 2008
Religion and Religious
I got an e-mail couple days ago about why, as a Christian, we should vote for McCain.
I don't agree with anything that e-mail said.
Believe in a religion is different from being religious. We need religion, but we don't need religious. Hmm, I wonder if God cried when he saw people blindly follow a religious leader then use the brain he created for us.
Go Obama, and there you go church friends back home, I support women's right on deciding whether or not to keep the embryo, I support founding on basic science, I support Obama.
It's scary to see people believe in the e-mail and pray for McCain to be the next president. I want Obama to win, but at the same time, I know there will be some blind voters walk into that booth vote McCain for... "that's who I think God would love" just like 4 years ago. If you want to vote for McCain, it's fine, but please give me a better reason.
I don't agree with anything that e-mail said.
Believe in a religion is different from being religious. We need religion, but we don't need religious. Hmm, I wonder if God cried when he saw people blindly follow a religious leader then use the brain he created for us.
Go Obama, and there you go church friends back home, I support women's right on deciding whether or not to keep the embryo, I support founding on basic science, I support Obama.
It's scary to see people believe in the e-mail and pray for McCain to be the next president. I want Obama to win, but at the same time, I know there will be some blind voters walk into that booth vote McCain for... "that's who I think God would love" just like 4 years ago. If you want to vote for McCain, it's fine, but please give me a better reason.
02 November, 2008
David B#%$*
The story begins with my old land lord, David B#%$*, who all of the tenants deeply "admired."
It was my fault, I admit. I thought I changed my address through the USPS website successfully, but apparently it didn't go through. So... David e-mailed me and strongly complained about this thing that I should've done 2 months ago (since I moved out around mid Sep... and we are in mid Nov already... mmmmhmmm...)
He said, and I quote "You've got mail piling up at my house." So I skipped my usual Sunday morning church (yes, it's my new thing for this semester) and bike all the way down to his house, which is about 5 miles away.
I was so excited about this opening my mail thing. The whole way I was trying to picture who would send me mails while I'm stupidly sitting in my house waiting. This bike ride was just nice and fast, cause I really can't wait to see what's in this mail pile that even David can't stand the size of it (FYI, when I was living in his house, there were so many junk in there, I couldn't even see where the living room were. LITERARILY! So it's gotta be huge.)
When I got to the house... I realized one thing which I should've learn about DB ten thousand years ago.
By "piling up" he actually means...
1 school mail to inform me that they've already put money in my account
1 food and wine magazine (<3)
1 jcrew catalog
1 american express junk mail
2 O&CO junk mails
All these 6 mails were totally piling up in his nice, clean, and neat house. MMMMMHMMMM, I was so "happy" when I got alllllllll of the mails I've been "LONG WAITING" for....
God bless his poor soul, may he can finally get laid and stop bitching.
above is my irresponsible story telling... good day y'all
It was my fault, I admit. I thought I changed my address through the USPS website successfully, but apparently it didn't go through. So... David e-mailed me and strongly complained about this thing that I should've done 2 months ago (since I moved out around mid Sep... and we are in mid Nov already... mmmmhmmm...)
He said, and I quote "You've got mail piling up at my house." So I skipped my usual Sunday morning church (yes, it's my new thing for this semester) and bike all the way down to his house, which is about 5 miles away.
I was so excited about this opening my mail thing. The whole way I was trying to picture who would send me mails while I'm stupidly sitting in my house waiting. This bike ride was just nice and fast, cause I really can't wait to see what's in this mail pile that even David can't stand the size of it (FYI, when I was living in his house, there were so many junk in there, I couldn't even see where the living room were. LITERARILY! So it's gotta be huge.)
When I got to the house... I realized one thing which I should've learn about DB ten thousand years ago.
By "piling up" he actually means...
1 school mail to inform me that they've already put money in my account
1 food and wine magazine (<3)
1 jcrew catalog
1 american express junk mail
2 O&CO junk mails
All these 6 mails were totally piling up in his nice, clean, and neat house. MMMMMHMMMM, I was so "happy" when I got alllllllll of the mails I've been "LONG WAITING" for....
God bless his poor soul, may he can finally get laid and stop bitching.
above is my irresponsible story telling... good day y'all
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