Me or the Idea of Me

It all started with
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Is it just me or the idea of me? the distance in between could possibly idealize a lot of things. I don't know anymore. I thought you were so close, maybe through the screen I can grab onto you.

I love opening my mailbox in the morning, because of I know I would receive a greeting from you. I check my mailbox at work, I know I will find some words from you. I like when you are online, I know there is always something new. You got me trapped, I never thought I could.

Is it you or is it the idea of you? You seem so real, yet so impossible to be true. It wasn't the distance, I know. Between words, please be true. In words, I know I see you.

I need to sit down with myself. I need to figure out what's going on. Rationalize or not rationalize, it needs a balance point.

So Far, Yet So Close

I've met a lot of people. Some comes and goes, they are all important to me.

There is this one boy, he just caught my eyes even though I knew he would be gone soon. Does history repeats itself? Maybe. The more I talked to him, the more I found him just... so lovely, so delightful, so... irresistible. I hope he feels what I'm feeling.

I don't know how to deal with the big ocean in between, I don't know how to make the time difference disappear. He just seems so far away, yet so close... to my heart. We'll see what happens.