Summer is Gone

I know it, not from the calender, not from the climate. I know it from the fact that you are gone.

You are my addiction, You are my rehab

A week ago, I would say "I wish I know how to quit you." A week later, everything changed.

It's okay not to talk to you everyday, it's okay not to get your e-mails everyday, it's okay. Of course, I get excited for the moments when I hear from you, but it's okay if I didn't.

I really have no idea if I made a whole lot of good decisions lately. I don't know if it was a good idea to be addicted to you, I don't know if it's a mistake to let go, I don't know if it's a good idea to go out with this new guy I just met, I don't even know how to share with you. Decisions have to be made, I just wish I won't regret it. God knows how many bad decisions I've made and god knows how many times I can just hang in there and go through it.

I wish our life will come across each other again; I really wish that. I will really pray for that day to come.

The Way We Were

Memries,
Like the corners of my mind
Misty water-colored memories
Of the way we were
Scattered pictures,
Of the smiles we left behind
Smiles we gave to one another
For the way we were
Can it be that it was all so simple then?
Or has time re-written every line?
If we had the chance to do it all again
Tell me, would we? could we?
Memries, may be beautiful and yet
Whats too painful to remember
We simply choose to forget
So its the laughter
We will remember
Whenever we remember...
The way we were...
The way we were...


There are boys who just take your breath away. I was lucky enough to meet couple. I guess a lot of times, it's better to keep them in the memories. It's prettier that way, the misty water-coloured memories.

If there is a chance to do it again. We wouldn't, we couldn't.

Reasons

I always wanted to tell you but never quite got the chance. Now you are gone... so here it goes.

The reason you never asked me out, is not because of you are not a chemistry major. It's simply because of you don't have the balls to.
The reason you never asked me out, is not because of you are not a chemistry major. It's simply because of you never really had a crush.
The reason you never asked me out, is not because of you are not a chemistry major. It's simply because of I'm just that girl who is always around.

There you have it. That's why we are only friend and that's why we will only drink together.